flatland north american tour (mix) - sound of stereo

i have one foot in and i'm really ready to put the other foot in for a full working life.

maybe its just me who likes to rush everything in one go when i get the opportunity to. but then again what have i to lose?

most probably nothing.

but for now, holiday have been good at least i don't have the mother telling me to get up and find a job. the current one pretty much satisfied her. she can't even tell i haven't even been holidaying more that months in ago .. all she cared for is..

"get a job already?"

"what are you gonna do next?"

mother, i just want you to know. you gave birth to me and you, should be the one who knows me more than anyone else i would to know.

why are you still paranoid of me being a slump?

are you insecure of what i could do?
are you worried that i don't know how much i'm spending?

or

you're just too worried i won't get a damn job?

mother, i think now the issue is on your side. whatever you're dealing with, please find a back up. i don't want to repeat what we went through when i was younger.

i don't think neither you would.
and i'm worried for you, even you have the confidence of the world i don't.

i'm being exposed to gay ultramans and masked riders.
thanks nick. =.=